Looking out of my window today; a cloudy day made me sad. Its always the gloomy days which spoils my mood. When it isnt sunny, I refuse to wake up early (as i always do) and want to cover myself with a blanket and go back to sleep. Gloomy days arent my days ,I guess. Even the birds dont seem to like the weather and rather spend the day in their nests instead of chirping happily on a tree near my window.

Such days makes me unhappy, Makes me remind all those mistakes i have done, the misfortunes i have had, the shortcoming i live with. I wonder if thats what every Human feels or just me… ??? All i want to do is sit and cry. And i do sometimes, but otherwise it takes every ounce of my energy to hold myself from breaking. Why is it that I am too engrossed in seing my faults that i seldom see the brighter side? (Picture Source)

Gosh! How much i hate these days !!!! I dont know how many such days lie ahead of me, How many more times is it gonna make me depressed, But i do know one thing, That just like there is a bright day after a gloomy day, I have my cheerful moments too. That is what makes me appreciate happiness. Because I was sad someday, I laugh whole heartily when i do, I enjoy life, when life gives me a chance too. I would still wish and Pray that this habit of mine, of getting sad on every gloomy day changes, but I would never want the sense of appreciation to leave me. If this is the price i have to pay to appreciate what Allah gave me, I am okay with that …

You dont think I am weird, Do you ??? I am just different, But weird I hope not …